"Momma Said There Would Be Days Like This"

As a few of you know, Will and I have been pursuing adoption through our foster care agency. About a month ago we received a referral for a 2 year old little boy and a 1 year old little girl. They are brother and sister. We got a letter in the mail yesterday saying that we were not the chosen family for these children. All I knew to do was cry. It is so weird how we get attached to 2 children that we never even met. It was a very rough night for us. Sometimes it feels like we are sooo close, and then it gets snatched from us. We will just have to keep trusting that God will reveal His plan in His time. The waiting part is the hardest. But as I was told by a good friend the other day.... "If you trust in God and you seek Him with all your heart, the results will not leave you disappointed." So true. Sometimes it is just not easy to have faith. But, I know in my heart that God has a very special plan for Will and I. We might as well enjoy the time we have now together before children come into the picture. :) Then, there won't be as much of that time together. :)